Shivi

If someone asked me what movie most relates to me and how I feel, I'd probably say Peter Pan. Peter wanted to stay a young boy and well, so do I. The latest craze(where I live anyway) for teens is to wear little kid bags and accessories. I myself have an elmo bag,pjs and lots of other elmo things- he's really cute. I'm not just doing it because it's in fashion it's coz it's an excuse to relive my childhood. I don't think I appreciated my childhood enough or maybe I didn't get much of one( I have a disabled brother with autism and he wasn't very well behaved when he was younger so a lot of my parents time was with him. I also had to grow up quicker. I was faced with the real world early on, I couldn't just pretend that life was all about rainbows and unicorns). I'm 14 now and still look at the children's toy catalogues and go round the toy section in the shops, I read barbie magazine when my friends were reading the teen mags, I love my boardgames and I like playing with my toys from when I was younger oh and I like to watch a couple of the little kiddie shows. Don't get me wrong though I'm not a total little kid either- I like makeup fashion music, etc I'm just wishing for my childhood again. As my friend said to me once "You're a teenager trapped in a child's body".