How Can I Sleep

How can I sleep
When I know
I'll just dream of you
Of you and me
Of what could be
Of what won't be
Of what I want us
To be
That won't be?

How can I sleep
When I know
You'll just brush off
The feelings
That I set free
By just saying
"Aww that's cute" or
"Aww that's sweet,"
Instead of telling me
What you really think
Of me
Of my feelings
Of my spirit
Of my heart?

How can I sleep
When you just
Sit there
Seeming to enjoy this
Enjoying me
Being hurt?
You say you don't
Want to hurt me
But you hurt me
Still

How can I sleep
When you
Won't tell me
How you feel
About me?