About

My name is Astrid. I move to the beat of my heart. The only opinion that matters to me is mine. Yes, I’ve done the vilest things… the foulest things. But I’ve done them… superbly. If I told you things I did before, told you how I used to be knew my story word for word and had all of my history, I know you would go along with someone like me. I don't mind you telling me what's been on your mind lately. I don't mind you speaking up. I know sometimes I can be all wrapped up and into me. I can be in such a rush. Music stations always play the same songs. I'm bored with the concept of right and wrong. I am moody, I am messy I get restless, and it's senseless. If you want to gain my trust, talking is not enough. Actions speak louder than words. You have to show me something. Life is beautiful. Our hearts, they beat and break. All I can say is that my life is pretty plain. I like watching the puddles gather rain. But it's not sane. Earthquakes and sharks to start us off, if Chupacabras ain’t enough, Black widow spiders and killer bees, there ain’t no shade, there ain’t no trees. Hot desert heat, polluted air, and traffic jams beyond compare. That's all I got to warn you 'bout Mexico and California. I want three wishes: One to fly the heavens, one to swim like fishes. And then one I'm saving for a rainy day, if my lover ever takes his love away. If you're lost you can look and you will find me, time after time. Anywhere you go, anyone you meet, remember that your eyes can be your enemies. It's all right to make mistakes, you're only human. Inside everybody's hiding something. Take time to catch your breathe and choose your moment. Everything's falling, and I am included in that. I try to be just okay. If you are chilly…here take my sweater. If your head is aching, I'll make it better. I know you probably think a girl like me is oh, so vain. And I feel so beautiful while I'm wearing designer clothes. I feel so pretty, picture perfect, beautiful. And the cameras go...Click, click, click, flash. Now I'm feeling like a queen, I love your eyes on me. My hair is blowing in the wind I'm so sexy and free. And when my make-up is on I feel like a rock-star. The sun is shining on me oh yes, I'm living large. Heaven's not a place that you go when you die. It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive. So live for the moment. Through it all, I made my mistakes. I stumble and fall. But I mean these words.