RANDOM RANTS!

Thanks, I think I should do that, I'm gonna show my parents that I really want to be with him.
But that will be difficult....

Why spend $20 extra dollars sending a package express so it will get there on time, just for it too not be there!!!!!????

I hate USPS. I want my swap person to get her stuff!

uurgh I wish I knew what was going on at work!

My boyfriends mom thinks that he shouldn't be with me....and it is starting to make me really angry!

that's too bad kt, why there has to be this kind of situations?
Sometimes it makes me feel sad or angry like u .

Parents can be over protective....that's all there is to it I guess...

....I'm not the same person around her as I am around him...and so she doesn't see why he wants to be with me...

You can´t always be the same person.. Sometimes People makeing me really nervous and I start talking stupid things and just don´t know how to behave..
I think that some of my bf -friends think I´m dumb because of that and don´t understand what´s cool about me and why my bf loves me..

I was so shy as a kid that I just don´t know what to talk and how to behave in situations where a lot of people stand together in a group..
It seems that I have change because now I talk more and doing as if I have no Problem with talking to others..but sometimes I just have low self-esteem and start getting nervous and doing old mistakes.. like talking weird things

I. Hate. Revision.
Why did I choose to do 3 resits?! I'm getting really stressed because these 3 exams are on top of the other 3 I'm doing for the first time. And I've paid £54 for the priviledge

I was very shy as well growing up. its hard to assert yourself, but you can

What's revision?
I hate reflection sheets we have to fill out to 'improve' our work on to 'improve' our work in school -_-"" so pointless, do the teachers actually think that it'll help?

I hate how easily my mother can forgive a woman for calling me fat and for making me anorexic, just because she's part of our family and we should respect her for being an anglican priest or however it works in the anglican faith. I hate my extended family. It's full of judgemental bastards who all hate me because I haven't got certificates to my name.

??? WTF. Roma thats insane. I don't know if I could forgive someone who caused a family member to become sick

revision is what British people call 'studying'

omg roma that's like my family! my grandad has completely forgotten what I'm planning to do now and that I still actually have ambition even though I don't want to go to uni!

so I'm still annoyed about work, gonna find out soon me thinks now..heard stuffs!

hugs right back at yeah

My boyfriend left me alone for New Years Eve, an i still haven't seen him. I feel ... old though im still young cause i never do anything fun all i do is work, come home and clean, and sleep. I'm nineteen! For new years, i stayed at home an went to bed at nine. And didnt even dress up.

I'm feeling unattractive cause all the girls at work are always going somewhere with someone and my boyfriend hardly goes out anywhere with me i never had one date. And no guy really talks to me but him, and i try to feel better about my self but im running into the ground.

My hours got cut cause we never have as much business in Janury (cause everyone wants to lose weight) and so im stressed about money cause my boyfriend NEVER remembers to buy food, and he's OBESSED with games. And I'm really mad cause the Retarded Monkey (yes, i beleive she is a retarded monkey) gets more hours than me though she only lives with her parents, doesnt pay for any bills or food (even her cell phone bill, and her car insurance/gas are covered by her parents) and her pay checks only go to clothes and to her gel nails (professionally applied expensive wastes of money that she gets decorated for a $100/ hand) and shes not even trained right!!!!

ARG! and to top it alll of my best friend is being a bitch cause for some stupid reason she decieded that me having a boyfriend for this long is a personal insult towards her.

I need a new life.