Hey everyone time for a profile update!!!! I have found him at last! My soul mate and my other half. Mike haydon. ♥ I fear that one day I will become an adult. I fear that one day I will grow old. I fear that one day I will have to count on people to help with everyday things like eating and going to the bathroom. I fear that one day I might have to prove myself. I fear that my past will come back to haunt me. I fear making the wrong decision. I fear making the right decision. I fear that one day I will be nothing. I fear that one day I will hold great responsibilities. I fear that I will fail. I fear that I will win. I fear that I will lose my emotions. I fear that I will have no emotions. I fear that I will have too many emotions. I fear the actions I will take. I fear the actions I won't take. I fear being afraid. I fear falling. I fear drowning. I fear I will break. I fear that I will create. I fear becoming stupid. I fear being smart. I fear my weaknesses. I fear my strengths. I fear that I will lose everything. I'm the girl that you'll catch walking down the street in the pouring rain listening to incubus. I'm the girl that screams out the car window at people to get a reaction. I have an opinion on almost everything. I am me